..because there is one time (when you are sick) you keep thinking about reckless and nonsense. Tell me is there other ways to not think? When you are totally alone and loneliness torturing you like no mercy.

Have you think, to stand on my shoes and feel what I feel?
Have you think, I have no enough strengths to endure all these pains?
Have you think, I tried my best to be the very best to all but I am not good enough
Have you think, I cry all night long just to let myself know, I will be fine for tomorrow
Have you think, I smile even I hurt?

So, tell me, I am wrong? Overthinking is just a sin. Tell me..